Look kid, I don't know who you think you are but all I know is that this road you are taking is not going to take you anywhere good. It's going to lead you straight to a place that you will be even more disappointed in.
I have no idea what is going on in your real world life. Nor do I know if you are going through any stressful times or maybe depression. Nor do I know if there are any other problems that you may be drowning in.
But kid. Please stop hurting these people. Whatever you are going through, we are terribly sorry that you are going through it. But violence cannot solve violence. In this world all these humans make people like you believe that violence is the answer. But guess what, it's not. It only makes things ten times worse. This is why this world is in its current situation. Because of its relenteless, vicious cycle of violence against violence.
Kid, you can stop this cycle. No matter what you think, you do have Control in your life. Be that change, and I swear to you your life will get better.
I have seen many humans go through exactly what they are going through and they all respond with hatred, envy, and deep down fear. But all their endings are the same, some in even worse levels. They end up dead, miserable, drifting, never finding peace, or love. Don't become that, kid. Change your universe. You were created with legs, hands, a brain, and everything else to survive. Others are unfortunate to do so.
Change your life for the better,.not for the worst.
You may wonder why I care so much about you, kid. Well..... I don't know either.
Just....Whatever pain you are going through. Whatever heartbreak. Whatever hatred. If there are any famity or other relationship issues. If school is not working out. If you make the right choices.....and stay persistent.....let's just say you will find yourself in a better place in the future
I don't even know you, kid, but I believe you can do it. I just need you to believe in yourself.